Well good morning!

I dont think I ever manage to get a lie in these days with the boyfriend working so much. Ive already been up for over an hour... But nevermind. No doubt I will end up having a nap again later on. LOL. I always do lately. My plans for today pretty much include trying to do a little bit of housework (or as much as I can) and taking a walk. I have decided I need to try and have an hours walk each day as Im getting sooo unfit and putting far too much weight on. So Im going to use my walk to take back the DVD we watched last night (Good Luck Chuck - it was actually pretty good) and buy some milk. I am also going to try watching what I eat as well as like I say, Ive put so much weight on. I know I cant diet being pregnant etc... But I shouldnt be gaining this much weight... So healthy eating it is.

I went shopping yesterday with my friend - well, I say shopping but we just really walked round looking in shops at baby stuff and house stuff (she is moving out in about a months time away from the parents and in with her boyfriend). I only ended up buying some maturnity pants for work (after they told me the pants I was wearing werent suitable!! They were plain black linin trousers and he kept calling them cargo pant - I was getting soooo frustrated! They are NOT cargo pants!). I couldnt buy anything else as I am totally rationing my money! I have let the boyfriend take my debit card off me (he already has my credit cards) and I am allowed £50 a week and I have to stick to that! Hopefully it will help me get my debt paid off! I really need to sort myself out! We did go for a starbucks though (mmm caramel cream frappichino) - I sort of wish we hadnt. As then when she went home I would have went for one myself. I much prefer going to Starbucks on my own and just sitting with a book or writing (I had a book in my bag, a letter to write, and my diary - LOL - So I had alot of choice) and then we went for dinner as well before going home.

I am totally DISGUSTED at what happened to my parents house on Friday night. Someone decided to cover my brothers bedroom windows (his bedroom is downstaires) and the front door in two bin bags full of sick (yes.. VOMIT). Seriously, who would do something like that?! My brother had his window open too so his curtains got covered too. Appariently with the amount of vomit, my mum and the police said that whoever done it must have had a few people making themselves sick for a while and saving it before doing the deed. I really dont know what I would have done if it had been my house. I dont think I would have been able to clean it. My dad and brother had to shovel the sick into bin bags as there was too much to just hose away. My brother must have people who REALLY hate him!!

Well I have a bit of a rant today as well. Do you remember Beth and Tom? I have spoke about them a few times. Well, they are STILL "together" but I think she is being a total MUG! They act like a couple, see each other about 4 times a week, go out for meals, spend loads on each other for birthdays etc, and obviously sleep together. But he wont get in a relationship with her. He says he doesnt want her as a girlfriend as he wants to take things slow. And he has got her thinking that this is a great idea. Ive tried to explain to her - the only reason a lad wouldnt want to make things official is so that he wont feel too guilty about going with other people. But she says she trusts him 100%! So is being sooo nieve!! When he was drunk once he even asked her to be his girlfriend. She was sooo happy. But then he tok it back two days later saying it was the drink talking and he didnt want things to change. She accepted this!! Aghhh it annoys me!!

Well two weeks now until my holiday... I am looking forward to getting away for a week! But at the same time I dont feel totally comfortable because of the amount of weight I have put on, and on top of that I dont have any clothes to wear other than a pair of combats and 1 white skirt. And no money to buy more! Aghhh I dunno what to do. Im trying not to worry about it though and just enjoy that I will get a nice week away with the boyfriend. (Also fingers crossed for a proposal - Hahaha). Seriously, it would be the best week of my life if he asked me to marry him, but to be honest I dont think it will happen. Mainly because he is soo busy with work between now and the holiday, that I doubt he will have time to go shopping for an engagement ring. LOL.
 
Another thing that I have decided that I need to do with my life is find some hobbies. I think I annoy the boyfriend too much by wanting too much attention off him, so if I can find something to occupy myself then I can give him more time to himself. I bought a "paint by numbers" the other day and I have been enjoying doing that. I have descovered though that not many places sell them anymore so I am going to have to buy more online if I want to do another one. I am going to have to buy another one though! As when I got home with the one I bought it was missing one of the paints and instead it had two of a different one. NOT IMPRESSED!! LOL. Nevermind. I am also going to start writing on here more often, as well as getting back into penpalling, and reading as well. I might even try getting myself to starbucks sometimes to read etc. I think I would enjoy that. It is the actual getting there that would be a pain in the bum. LOL.

Anyway, Im going to finish here. I think I will go and read a few of other people's blogs on here and then I suppose I will get started on some of the housework.

Lots of love,
Louise xx