Surprise Surprise... I feel fat. LOL. But I REALLY need to start a diet tomorrow! Seriously... I cant break it at all this time!! Not at ALL! People have started talking about holidays and I really need to make sure that I lose weight before them! Mainly because my holiday clothes will not fit me other wise and I cant afford to buy more... But also because I want to look stunning on holiday!! Calorie controlled obviously... As that the only thing thats worked best for me. Im going to try and only eat 500 calories per day next week to start off and then move it up to 800 calories a day after that and stick to that until I am down to 8 stone 5! So I have just over a stone to lose! Last time I did this, it took me 2 months to lose a stone.. But that was with going to the gym ALOT. Im going to try and do a bit of excersize to start with and then build up after that. Next week I am going to aim to burn about 700 calories throughout the whole week by excersize - either going for walks or going to the gym... I WILL STICK TO THIS! I have GOT to! Otherwise Im just going to feel like crap forever. I look down at my belly now and it just looks SICK!
Well anyway, Ive had a good weekend so far... Last night me and the boyfriend went to the pub with Beth and Tom.... I actually had a good night... I got really pretty drunk though... Oops. We continued drinking until we got home as well which was fun. Ive decided I think Tom should get together properly with Beth... But I dont think it will happen like. And even if it does, I dont think he will stay faithfull. Nasty boy! We will just have to see what happens. Ended up having a pizza last night though which was naughty. And Ive already been naughty today... But like I say.. Diet starts tommorrow. LOL.
Eeeee god! Tom asked the boyfriend yesterday if we were trying for a baby and he replied with "Well... We are not not trying". I didnt actually think he would say anything to his friends about it... You know what men are like about commitment! LOL. But it did make me smile inside. Which was nice.
I cant believe its Sunday ALREADY!! Back to work tommorrow... Yeah... That sucks. I cant believe how fast the weekend passes us by. I dont even feel like I have acomplished anything either. I spend FAR too much time doing nothing. Or doing nothing productive anyway. My pile of ironing is getting scarely high again.
Anyway... Im off. Going shopping soon for birthday presents. Well, a birthday present. For my brother. Exciting. He is just getting clothes like. Well, speak later xx
