Hi again... Im back from shopping now and it all went well. So I thought I would come back here and finish babbling to you lot about my day and my life in general... Interesting? Unfortuanatly not. Oh, and we didnt end up eating out... But no, its not well done... Not at all... Because in about 20 minuetes I am going to order an Indians. Yum! Im a little sceptical though as usually I stick to the Bhuna or the Dupiaza but I dont fancy either of them. I dont want the Dupiaza coz I dont fancy so many onians and I dont want the Bhuna as I got it last week and it wasnt as spicy as I would have liked... So Im going to be brave and try the balti which is appariently a bit hotter. Fingers crossed.

Anyway... I have started to feel a little sorry for Beth... It seems that she is much more interested in Tom than he is in her... Fair enough, at first I wanted him to pick the other girl... but now Im starting to think Beth wouldnt be too bad for him afterall. I mean, me and my boyfriend were not the usual couple in the same way when we met - I was loud and he was shy... but that has worked out great. Maybe her being shy isnt a bad thing? But yeah, she never shut up about him today and I feel a bit of a bitch knowing she likes him so much but also knowing he is going with other girls... Aghh! Which also makes me wonder... We could all be in relationships with people we dont even know! They could be putting on a total front to us... even after years and years. So ok... Beth and Tom arent in a "relationship" as such... But still... Ive known people who after 7 years or something are still together and getting married with a kid on the way and I KNOW he has cheated on her on more than one occation... But chances are... She will NEVER know! Its a horrible thought! Im not blaming men though... Im sure woman can be just as bad. But the question still stands... Can you ever trust another human being 100%?

Yay! Its Friday tommorrow! EVENTUALLY. Saying that, I say that but at the same time I still cant believe its only 10th January. It feels so much like this month is lasting forever! Still, I cant wait for the weekend to begin! Im due on this weekend as well... So I have my fingers crossed that I dont come on and that there is a little baby inside me :) I will be drinking Saturday night though. Which brings me to ask the question... Would drink delay pregnancy? I know you obviosuly shouldnt drink when you are pregnant but surly it should be okay to drink if you are trying? At first I thought maybe it would be best not to... But then I though... If it takes this long to get pregnent... and sometimes over a year... Surly if you stop drinking then that will make it even harder to accept the fact its not happening? Because it will be a bit like putting your life on hold til it happens... Which would probably make it feel like even longer. I could do with stopping drinking like to save money... Haha... But I dont want to.

Anyway... Im off to wash some dishes and put the tv on :)
See you all later xxx