Anyway, on Friday night I didnt do much. Just sat with the boyfriend while he did work stuff and I sorted out some of my photos. He also rebooted my laptop (is that what its called?) so that it is clear of all junk. It looks all clean and organised again. LOL. I still have to put my photos etc back on it though. I am sure I will find time to do that during the week. Saturday morning was spent doing a little housework and then I got ready and me and the boyfriend went out so he could do stuff he needed to do - buying golf stuff mainly and also looking at vans. Its impossible to buy a new van on a weekend though!! Seriously... Everywhere we went said that the vans salesman only worked during the week. What is the point in that?! Do they not think that if someone needs a van then it is most likely for work? And most people work during the week. The boyfriend doesnt want to have to take a day off work to get van quotes as that would be alot of money he would lose! Anyway... I think he managed to get one or two quotes of people who didnt know what they were talking about. But realistacally he is going to have to go during the week sometime I think. Ooo he also bought me some new jeans which I LOVE! They are maternity ones from Mothercare and they are really nice!! And they fit perfectly. I feel so so much better in them than I do in any of my other clothes!! I wore them to the pub on Saturday night and I actually felt sexy again! Even with my baby bump! Im actually looking forward to going out next Saturday (we are going to the Dogs) now that I have something to wear!!

The boyfriend was playing golf all day today. He went at 9.30am. I actually got up at 5.30am though!! I couldnt sleep so I got up and started cleaning the house instead. I am dead proud of myself! The boyfriend says he is proud too as he no longer has to spend his day off doing housework. I would appriciate it though if he would spend some of his time off doing the loft conversion though - LOL. Then I could start getting baby stuff ready! Anyway, after I cleaned the house I sorted some photos and had myself a bath and got ready. The boyfriend came home at about 12 and we went to change some of his golf pants that he got in the wrong size. Then went to the pub for dinner. I had Sunday dinner which was really nice but I was sooo full after it. After dinner he dropped me off in town to meet my friend and he went back to play golf. Me and my friend went to the pictures to watch the Sex and the City Movie.

My views on the Sex and the City Movie - I thought it was really good! It is definatly a chick flick though! I dont think the boyfriend would have really apreciated it like. There was lots of tears shed though! My boobs got soaked in tears dropping down my cheek when Carrie got out of the limo and started shouting at Big! The film did make me worry though that relationships dont always go smoothly... which I suppose is obvious... But it scares me to think of my boyfriend cheating on me or not wanting to marry me... Or anything like that. I cried when Steve told Miranda about sleeping with someone else! I would never have thought he would do that. If he could do that... Any man could. I really hope my boyfriend would never cheat. I just want everything to run smoothly and for me to always be happy. LOL. But isnt that what everyone wants?

I got a small popcorn at the pictures... I was not impressed! It cost just under £4 and it was tiny! I think the medium one is only about 50p more and is alot bigger! I should have got that!! I had finished my popcorn before the film even started!! Nevermind... I will know for next time. Even though that probably wont be anytime soon as Im not a big fan of the pictures. I would have rather had the boyfriend there though - there was a few points where I wanted a cuddle or just to grab his hand. LOL... There was a few points where I just wanted to be with him so I could grap him and rip off his clothes and do naughty things to him. LOL. Anyway, after the pics I came home and just had a bit of a rest before the boyfriend got home from golf and then we went to my parents so that I could give my dad his Fathers Day present. I gave the boyfriend a Fathers Day card this morning. It had "dad to be" on the front. Aww bless he smiled when he read it. He isnt usually one to appriciate cards etc... So it was nice to see that it obviously touched him a bit.

Aghhh I dont want to have to go back to work tommorrow! I cant wait until my maternity leave like!! One of my friends (who is annoying me ALOT lately!!!) was saying the other day that she thinks I will be bored when I am on my maternity leave... But I dont think I will. The house will be spotless, hopefully my photos will be sorted, I will be able to get baby stuff sorted, and then when the house is clean and I have spare time, I can make an effort to go see friends, and I will have regular trips to Starbucks when I have the money and spend the day with a Caramel Cream Frappachino while I read, write, or play on my DS or laptop. I am not sure why she is annoying me soo much lately like. Just little stuff she does.

Ah well... I suppose it will happen when he is ready and when he wants to.

Im just a it dissapointed to know that its not going to be anytime soon.

I am totally DISGUSTED at what happened to my parents house on Friday night. Someone decided to cover my brothers bedroom windows (his bedroom is downstaires) and the front door in two bin bags full of sick (yes.. VOMIT). Seriously, who would do something like that?! My brother had his window open too so his curtains got covered too. Appariently with the amount of vomit, my mum and the police said that whoever done it must have had a few people making themselves sick for a while and saving it before doing the deed. I really dont know what I would have done if it had been my house. I dont think I would have been able to clean it. My dad and brother had to shovel the sick into bin bags as there was too much to just hose away. My brother must have people who REALLY hate him!!

Well I have a bit of a rant today as well. Do you remember Beth and Tom? I have spoke about them a few times. Well, they are STILL "together" but I think she is being a total MUG! They act like a couple, see each other about 4 times a week, go out for meals, spend loads on each other for birthdays etc, and obviously sleep together. But he wont get in a relationship with her. He says he doesnt want her as a girlfriend as he wants to take things slow. And he has got her thinking that this is a great idea. Ive tried to explain to her - the only reason a lad wouldnt want to make things official is so that he wont feel too guilty about going with other people. But she says she trusts him 100%! So is being sooo nieve!! When he was drunk once he even asked her to be his girlfriend. She was sooo happy. But then he tok it back two days later saying it was the drink talking and he didnt want things to change. She accepted this!! Aghhh it annoys me!!

Well two weeks now until my holiday... I am looking forward to getting away for a week! But at the same time I dont feel totally comfortable because of the amount of weight I have put on, and on top of that I dont have any clothes to wear other than a pair of combats and 1 white skirt. And no money to buy more! Aghhh I dunno what to do. Im trying not to worry about it though and just enjoy that I will get a nice week away with the boyfriend. (Also fingers crossed for a proposal - Hahaha). Seriously, it would be the best week of my life if he asked me to marry him, but to be honest I dont think it will happen. Mainly because he is soo busy with work between now and the holiday, that I doubt he will have time to go shopping for an engagement ring. LOL.
 
Another thing that I have decided that I need to do with my life is find some hobbies. I think I annoy the boyfriend too much by wanting too much attention off him, so if I can find something to occupy myself then I can give him more time to himself. I bought a "paint by numbers" the other day and I have been enjoying doing that. I have descovered though that not many places sell them anymore so I am going to have to buy more online if I want to do another one. I am going to have to buy another one though! As when I got home with the one I bought it was missing one of the paints and instead it had two of a different one. NOT IMPRESSED!! LOL. Nevermind. I am also going to start writing on here more often, as well as getting back into penpalling, and reading as well. I might even try getting myself to starbucks sometimes to read etc. I think I would enjoy that. It is the actual getting there that would be a pain in the bum. LOL.

Anyway, Im going to finish here. I think I will go and read a few of other people's blogs on here and then I suppose I will get started on some of the housework.

Anyway... Diet... Day One! It actually been a very successful day. Ive only eaten 310 calories (I had cereal and then fish) and I went to the gym during my dinner hour and burnt 290 calories... Definatly a good start! Lets just hope I can keep it up. I was SO embarrassed when I stepped on the scales this morning... I almost wasnt even going to write it here because Im that disgusted... But 9 stone 8 1/4 pounds! Thats TERRIBLE! I want to get down to 8 stone 3 pounds I think before I go on holiday... My first holidays is at the end of June so I have til then to reach that weight - but I do hope that I will be able to do it sooner. Last time I did this diet I lost a stone in just under 2 months - so I know its definatly do-able! So wish me luck! Im going to try and go to the gym again tommorrow on my dinner hour.

Tommorrow night I think we are meant to be going bowling... So that should be fun. At least it gets me out of the house and gives me something to do... And hopefully that will also stop me being at all tempted to pick at food! Other than that, I dont think I have anything of interest to tell you. I am not impressed with the amount of TXTs I got today though... LOL... Hardly any! I was hoping my friend I am going on holiday with would have txt me more like as I wanted some holiday chit chat... But Im assuming she was busy. LOL.

 I cant believe its Sunday ALREADY!! Back to work tommorrow... Yeah... That sucks. I cant believe how fast the weekend passes us by. I dont even feel like I have acomplished anything either. I spend FAR too much time doing nothing. Or doing nothing productive anyway. My pile of ironing is getting scarely high again.

Anyway... I have started to feel a little sorry for Beth... It seems that she is much more interested in Tom than he is in her... Fair enough, at first I wanted him to pick the other girl... but now Im starting to think Beth wouldnt be too bad for him afterall. I mean, me and my boyfriend were not the usual couple in the same way when we met - I was loud and he was shy... but that has worked out great. Maybe her being shy isnt a bad thing? But yeah, she never shut up about him today and I feel a bit of a bitch knowing she likes him so much but also knowing he is going with other girls... Aghh! Which also makes me wonder... We could all be in relationships with people we dont even know! They could be putting on a total front to us... even after years and years. So ok... Beth and Tom arent in a "relationship" as such... But still... Ive known people who after 7 years or something are still together and getting married with a kid on the way and I KNOW he has cheated on her on more than one occation... But chances are... She will NEVER know! Its a horrible thought! Im not blaming men though... Im sure woman can be just as bad. But the question still stands... Can you ever trust another human being 100%?

Yay! Its Friday tommorrow! EVENTUALLY. Saying that, I say that but at the same time I still cant believe its only 10th January. It feels so much like this month is lasting forever! Still, I cant wait for the weekend to begin! Im due on this weekend as well... So I have my fingers crossed that I dont come on and that there is a little baby inside me I will be drinking Saturday night though. Which brings me to ask the question... Would drink delay pregnancy? I know you obviosuly shouldnt drink when you are pregnant but surly it should be okay to drink if you are trying? At first I thought maybe it would be best not to... But then I though... If it takes this long to get pregnent... and sometimes over a year... Surly if you stop drinking then that will make it even harder to accept the fact its not happening? Because it will be a bit like putting your life on hold til it happens... Which would probably make it feel like even longer. I could do with stopping drinking like to save money... Haha... But I dont want to.

Oooo better go now... The boyfriend is here to go.

I will write more later.